My World

2006-12-16T21:24:00.000+01:00

Today parang nag sink in sakin kung gano ka ok ang relationship naming. Hindi lang ok pero GOOD!
For the first time in very long time hindi kami nag-aaway! Masyado na kaming nagkakaintindihan ngayon! I don’t know what suddenly changed, but I like it! Syempre meron parin kaming misunderstanding minsan minsan, pero hindi na katulad ng dati na tumatango sa sobrang pag aaway na mapapa-iyak ako at parang feeling eh mag eend na ang relationship. Ngayon ibang-iba na talaga, feeling ko eh may malaking nagbago, hindi ko lang alam talaga kung ano yun.
Now hindi narin ako masyado nagseselos, hidni na ako natatakot at nag iisip ng kung ano-ano. Wala akong duda, I trust him now completely for the first time! Now I can say it without having any doubt. I trust him!

Siguro dumating na relationship naming sa next level, parang kung baga sa school eh from elementary to high school. Ganito siguro feeling ng sinasabi nilang: grow within the relationship.
Madami ako natutunan dahil sa trials napagdaanan naming, siguro yun ang nagdala samin sa level na to. Parang exam sa school diba? Mageexam ka para makarating sa masmataas na level. Thanks kay God, dahil sa help niya eh nakaya naming yun, alam ko din na marami pang darating, that I shouldn’t feel so sure. Dahil ok na kami eh easy-easy nalang ako? No hindi ganun, I know and I am prepared for the other trials. The past trials have made me stronger =)

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Natutuwa dina ko kasi he really believes in me. Lalo na pag sa studies, in my future too, he really think I can be something big! He gives me strength, it is good kasi mas na iinspire ako mag aral mabuti =)

He said he is proud of me now. But I will make him more proud! =)I love him so much!

2006-12-05T19:50:00.000+01:00

Welcoming myself back!

Here I am again, and with a new layout indeed! I haven't been visiting this blog for a long long time eh? 3 months.. but now I am back! Well in the weekend I learned myself to make a background, and then I suddenly got the idea to make a blog about me and Tristan ! =)

I know the layout doenst look that good, well as an excuse thats my very first made skin so well for me its alright! hehe :p

BAck to what this blog is really about.
Instead of writing a diary where I write about me and my bf well I'll just post it here! Hehe,, who knows maybe it will get famous one day? haha yeah right! Here I will state what I feel, basta everything!! =) Oh I can't write right now, I dont know what to write really, but well To make it clear again, this is a LOVE BLOG, if you can call it that ! :P

This is kinda my new years resolution ! I might aswell start now! Hehe :P

LAtest updates about my relationship: 17 months na kami, since december 2 =) yehey! hehe

Until next time

2006-09-03T21:30:00.000+02:00

14 months

Long distance relationship can work out well! I am just proud, coz now we've been together for 14 months, its quite amazing for me because this is my first relationship and to think that it is a Long distance relationship makes me more proud..

I'm loving being with the person who I am with right now. He's the only one I want and the only one I need.. I pray to God that it will be us two forver. but if not, I just hope that God has good plans for him, he really is terrific he's learning me alot. thats why I call him my angel, he is learning me the things I really need to know, protecting me to that bad stuff that can happen and shows me the right path to follow. He is sent by God.

I am very thankfull =)

Very very Thankfull...

2006-08-29T21:38:00.000+02:00

>The one..

WHen I sit back and think about things around me, especially about my relationship, which this blog has been all about hehe.. well when I do that, I think that, maybe I easily get sad sometimes. Or maybe like, most of the time. You see sometimes, I get sad even the smallest things, and before I used to tell him that right away, and it starts a fight in our relationship, but I think its going better now, cause now, eventhough I get sad, I try to tell myself not to be, I try to control me, but there are times when I really just cant, and so the arguments between us begins..
Well ok I know, its good that I can see that theres a changes, but its still not enough! I know its not enough coz I can feel that he doesnt really feel something has changed, that I have tried to control myself even just a little..But I know, I know it will come,, I have to be patient, and be thankfull that its geting there =) that somehow, I'm kinda changing now..

Just a while ago we were discussing about my school, theres this concept that you can go to Austalia for three months to study, I wanted to go there, but the problem was it was too expencive, so if I wanted to go there I have to foget about going to the philippines on my next summer break. But I wouldnt do that! I wanna see him, so I just said, I will just forget the Australia trip, its not THAT important anyway! But you know I told him that and he kinda get mad, because he wanted me to go there,because he wanted me to get a good experience,, he said he could wait even we wont see each other next year just so I get a good education, I find that really sweet...
But explained him things, that I could get a good education and still get to see him.
Then he said, he wish he had enough money, so he could pay for my Australia trip, oh I find it really sweet, knowing that he would spend alot of money just for me..

I feel stupid sometimes, just like today, earlier I thought,, oh he doesnt really care for me cause when we talk its none like we talk before,, but just this evening I felt that he cared for me again because of the things he said, oooh really really stupid!
It happens all the time, and seriously, I need to change that attitude!

2006-08-20T20:24:00.000+02:00

I haven't been posting here for a month eh?

So whats up with me?
My school started again, just last week, and I think its going to be fun! I study at Copenhagen Business College, people are friendly =) what else? there are lods of cuties! hehe! oh well bad bad me!

about my relationship, well I think we are doing fine, pero.... haaay! Theres something I dont like about him,, He really is a good person eh, good advicer,, good friend, good in everything, but there is one thing I dont like about him, and everytime I think about it it makes me sad, it hurts, I wish,, I wish he could change for me,, but,, haay I dont know =(

I wanna break up with him, but,, hindi ko kaya na mawala siya sakin. Ksi nasanay na ako na nandyan siya, hindi ko kaya, pero nasasaktan din ako na, na ganun siya. When I tell him I am sad about it parang magagalit siya sakin, coz he thinks I dont trust him, kasi sinasabi niya nga na hindi siya ganun, but how should I know right? he lives so far away,

It really hurts,,

I dont know what else to do,, siguro,,, mayb wag ko nalang pansinin,, wag ko nalang isipin,,

Maybe I also should try to... to you know,, sanayin ang sarili ko na wala siya dahan dahan...

2006-07-11T18:17:00.000+02:00

Long time no blog..

Hello my dear blog, finally I've posted again, kinda long time ago since my last post huh? I was just kinda busy these past few days, I have vacation now, but I'm working.

Anything new?

Nothing much really happened.

But well yes of course I should't forget.

July 2 2006 me and and Angel celebrated our anniversary!

Its really amazing knowing we've been together for a year, blis talaga ng time!!

I'm just happy we have reached this level!

I've waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing that's true

So I will not hide

It's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

Ang saya, I know that song is old, yeps actually one year old , am I right?

I just remember the first time I've heared this song was last year when I was in the philippines. Tapos few days ago I heared it again, and it kinda made me remember the time I was there,, the time me and my Angel met for the first time,, all the time we spent together.

Thats whats good with songs,, when you hear them they can make you remember all those lovely times,, all the memories. But of course its always not the lovely times, but right now for me, everytime I listen to some songs that I have heared while I was with him, it makes me remember the lovely time we had when we were together.

I so miss him so much,, but I just have to be happy that even though we are miles apart, he still is in my heart and I am in his,,

I Love You My TRISTAN!

----- you will always be in my heart.

2006-06-21T22:43:00.000+02:00

today is june 21 2006

LAst year at this same date,, it was tuesday, It was raining that day, maybe it started raining in the afternoon, but the heavy rain stopped after some couple of hours.

I was sitting inside Hot shots( i think thats the name of the place we ate) well we ordered some burger, but I couldnt really eat,, I was finish drinking my ice tea, but couldnt eat my food.
The people from the other table left the resto, so it was only me, my cousin and the waiter left. I think I couldnt wait....
I was looking outside,, waiting for someone to enter the door..

suddenly it opened op, then a guy,, wearin a cap, white t-shirt and jeans entered the door with a smile on his face. there was he,,, Tristan,
he tooked a chair and sat beside me. He was smiling to me all the time,, oh and the way his eyes looked at mine,, It was,,, soo nice. Then he was looking at me as inthe whole body, and then he said,, you're not fat naman pala eh,, haha! natawa lang ako :p I COULDNT SPEAK! I didnt know what was wrong with me, I was ver shy,,,
he asked me alot of things I just replyed, I wonder if he didnt got bored with me,, I wasnt really good having conversation with that day,, haha

well the resto was closing na, so we moved to the other one,, and guess wat? the table was big enough so he could sit in the other side but he chose to sit right beside me, it was really nice,, but I coundt really move because there was a very little space,, but to be honest kinilig naman ako! haha.
Then yun uli parang feeling ko ako lang yung tao dun,, kasi sakin sya lagi nakatingin ako lagi kinakausap nya! The way he looked at me,, oooh the sparks in his eyes? call me crazy but it was,, really amazing!I mean I havent seen a guy look at me that way, and when he asked something about me he listened,like he was really interested.. He was really paying attention. Kasi diba meron nagtatanong lang para meron mapag usapan, but him, he really cared about what I said,, tapos meron sya tinanong I ws trying to explain but hindi ko kaya, sabi ko wag nalang hindi mo maiintindihan sabi ba naman niya: No,, no.. I really wanna know; I will listen just continue.... hehe diba ang sweet? =)
Tapos when our food came,, sinubuaan niya pa ako,, hehe!
Oh tapos tha most amzing thing... HE SANG for me!! waaa as in dami tao dun but he sang! hehe kilig na kilig ako nun, well I dont know if the song was for me,, sad to say I cant remember the song eh, but all I remember is, it was about a boy meeting this girl,,, naaalala kolang yun kasi while he was singin pinakikingan ko yung lyrics, then I told my self jasmin thats something you shouldnt forget!! hehehe,
Basta he wasnt that good looking naman pa noon,, but he really got this impat on me no one other had before,, I mean, marami ako naging crush na gwapo talaga as in, but pag iccompare ko yung nafeel ko nung kasama ko si Tristan and kasama ko yung mga naging crush ko,, well ibang iba! He made me feel special,, it really felt like I was the only one there,,, The way he looked at me,, I will never forget that....

That day was trully amazing day! The feelings I had that day lasted long, as in naffeel ko pa yung kilig ilang araw na,, parang naffeel ko pa yung pag hawak niya sa kamay ko,, ya hinawakan nya kamay ko! hehehe! but only to read em!! you know,, haha! tapos yung pag bulong niya sa ears ko,,
ooh basta ang hindi ko makakalimutan sa lahat,, at ang hindi ko pa nakakalimutan is the way he looked at me.
I was wondering,, could it be love at first sight? could I have fallen for him that very first day, kasi since nung day na yununtil now wala pang day na naaalis ko siya sa isip ko, wala pang oras wala pang minuite, wala pang second,,
but no,, I don believe in love at first sight.

Well it was the day when I met the man I was going to love,,,
And hopefully for the rest of my life na,, basta I'll pray to God!
Haay one year ago,, at that moment I never thought that it will come this far, na after one year eh iisipin ko yung day na yun... hehe,, I'm happy though,,
That rainy day gave me blessing..

2006-06-10T20:51:00.000+02:00

Bye Bye Sweet 16

So in a few hours I will turn 17, it's happening too fast, I can't believe it :p I'm growing up too fast...

So many things happened to me both good and tragic. I think this is the year where I can say I really get matured.

Well it's at this age I got a part time job, which I've been looking forward to get for a long time, even though I can get tired of it sometimes I'm still keeping it, now I have experience =)

This year I've met new friends at the same time I also loosed one who really ment so much to me. I've known her since I can remember, we have both good and bad memories together. She's the one I can call my very first bestfriend, but now... she's no longer there for me. I know apart of it is also my fault, but I hope that one day we can be really good friends again.

All I can say is: As 16 years of age, I found out who my real friends are.

As 16 years old, I went to Philippines for vacation. I was actually only 16 years old and one week at that time, hehe, but it wasn't just an ordinary vacation for me, 'cause it truly changed my life.

At first I thought I was having second thought about traveling to Philippines, but thank God i still went! I guess it was ment to happen huh?

On June 21 2005 I met this amazing guy, whom later onhas been a big part of my life. He has learnt me a bunch of things in life. (I will not write all about it, not in this entry, maybe some other times.) But well he learned me almost all of the things I know now. I'm more aware of things now, than I was before, I feel more matured because of him.

Sometimes I cry thinking of it, it's just amazing. I don't know how to thank him for doing all of this to me, and specially for him being there for me. I don't think I can thank him enough.

One of the things that I have learned this year is Love, ofcourse he learned me how to love, and he learned me the meaning of true love. oooh ...

Well that was the biggest change in my life, the day I met him, everything got more colorfull =)

I can definitly say: I will never forget being 16.

Now I'm entering a new year in my life, lets hope it will go well as the previous year, or even better!

well one of my goals now is: Study hard! because I want to make my Angel proud, that way I can thank him for the thing he is doing for me...

bye bye sweet 16,,,

welcome to the new 17 me...

2006-06-07T11:59:00.000+02:00

Countdown

Today is Wednesday

Tomorrow it will be Thursday

The day after that it will be Friday

After that its Saturday

And after saturday it wil be Sunday.

which means my 17 Birthday

I'm getting older, my gosh!

And I also feel like that I have changed inside, from being that little inocent Jasmin, to Jasmin whos aware of the reality of life. It has nothing to do with my age, but because of my special someone,

Speaking of my special someone, well soon it will be our first year anniv, and I've already made a gift for him, or I'm not finish yet but hopefully soon I will be,

i hope he will like it, =)

2006-06-02T20:18:00.000+02:00

11 months already passed,, Imagine that? congrats to us,, hehe.

I don't really know what to write,, I just wanted to write in this special day.. wooo one month left then one year na =)

Please God, let him be the one na,, I do Love him so much! If it wont be him, I wouldn't know what to do, maybe I wont be happy with other. I wont be happy with other guy than him.

I want him!!

So Much In Love <''3

I would give you everything. There's nothing in this world i wouldn't do. To ensure your happiness. I'll cherish every part of you. Because without you beside me i can't survive I don't wanna try. If you're keeping me warm each and every night. I'll be all rightCause i need you in my life.

Thank god i found you. I was lost without you. My every wish and every dream somehow became reality. When you brought the sunlight. Completed my whole life. I'm overwhelmed with gratitude. Cause baby i'm so thankfulI found you.....

2006-05-30T20:47:00.000+02:00

You might think,,
Papalitpalit si Jasmin ng layout ah! hindi nakokontento!hehe actually yes,,hinahanap ko pa ang style ko,, yay,, How I wish I could make my own skins,, but well I cant.. ehhe,

anyways, I haven't done pretty much today, Just been home,, oh actually we've been to our rest house,, kakabalik nga lang eh, and on the way there Me and my sis took some pics,,

Here are some :)

KULIT! hehe

2006-05-26T20:14:00.000+02:00

So.. I got tagged by Irish,, poor me,, hehe well its bcoz,.. I Dont have 10 friends whom I can tag ayt??! hehe,, well tag ko nalang yung mga nasa list ko..
here we go...

INSTRUCTIONS:
Name ten (10) of life's simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick ten (10) people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.

1. Being surprised!! wee just like now! haaay what an awsome feeling,, and all of the time I was afraid,, it was only for nothing? hehe

2. Knowing that someone really cares for you, specialy for your future! and wanna help you with everything!

3. Getting msg from the one you love, eventhough he is uber tired he still manage to ask how you are,, etc. =)

4. Having my family to support me .. and Love me of course ! =)

5. Friends, whos always going to be there for you!

6. Being able to laugh!

7. Staying up the whol night, and sleep until noon,, hehe

8. Being blessed,, coz I know someone out there prays for me =)

9. Having My COFFEE ANGEL hehe,, I cant think of better one :)

10. And specially,, Having GOD to guide me,,

Sooo now its your turn,, but I cant tag 10 people,..

2006-05-22T18:37:00.000+02:00

ZuP?

Long time no blog ah,,,! we'll I didn't have much to say kasi and I've been busy lately din. this weekend I've been out of town with my family, swimming kami, it was fun, well I don't know if I can say I enjoyed it, kasi,,, I miss my Coffee,, huhu,,

but anyway, last time I wrote here that we haven't talked for 24 hours ayt? anyway
after I wrote my blog that day when I looked at my cp I saw that he already has a msg for me, saying he missed me,, hehe,,

Now ok na kami..

oooh I really really LOVE that guy!!

2006-05-15T11:00:00.000+02:00

24 hours

Ain't Love just complicated?

You thought you've got everything na,,

You thought you're happy

You thought sya na,,

Kala mo,,,

kala mo...

ang daming akala.

But what will suddenly happen?

You will suddenly realize that maybe you aren't really ment to be together.

It's been 24 hours since the last time I've heared from the person I thought I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with.

The person I WANNA spend the rest of my life with...

But I think I have to let go,

If it's not ment to be then,, I must move on.....

but still,,, hoppin'..

I hope that..............

He'll come back to me..

2006-05-06T18:44:00.000+02:00

It's pretty much a boring weekend I'm having right now,
Just surfing the net.. soundtrips,, and ya,, tampuhan w/my Coffee,, bleh.
but even though I've got nothing to do, I still love weekends! Just sit back and relax,, Don't have to wake up early in the mornin coz of school!
I Love weekends! =)

hmm...
I am thinking,, what kaya pede ko i give sa Bf sa 1 year anniv namin,, any suggestions? eheh,, I'm thinking to just write a letter for him eh,, But it has to be something extra ordinary,, haha,, oh kc naman I always give him letter,, so this time if I'm gonna write him one again,, well it has to be something with.. I don't know,, something new,, Something that will make him happy:) hmm,,
I will start doing it really soon,, 2 months left eh,, time flies fast!

2006-05-02T18:18:00.000+02:00

Still inlove

We've been through alot, things that made us stronger, things that made my love for you stronger.

People might say I'm out of my mind, they dont understand why I still can after all that happened, but even I don't know why. I just know that I love you so much, I'm gonna hold on to this. To love.. thats my only hope.. our love...

Its been 10 months, but feels like just yesterday. Time fly so fast. Now its 305 days.. 10 months.. unbelivable,, hehe I hope we'll stay together for long time..

been through alot. seen what lies behind the word LOVE- Felt the things Love gives,, this means both the good and bad things that love brings.

Trials been through alot of it, and I know there's more to come. Trials will always be there. It's just a matter of being strong..

Beliefes on each other....

2006-04-29T16:49:00.000+02:00

Ola !

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication.Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

What Language Should You Learn?

eeheh ,, talaga lang huh?! hehe,, well I was planing to take Spanish next school year,, but unfortunetly I cant, aww,, now I'm stuck with german,! arr,, I'm gonna have it in 3 years how cool is that?! I hate german language seriously,,oops sorry if you love deutsch. Akk Ich Hasse deutsch!

Well I actually do get excelent grades in german, unbelievable huh! hehe,, I wish I just had french or something! The german grammer ist über complicated.

anyway,, Eventhough I hate the thoughts of having german next school year, I am still excited,,
I cant wait,, weeee,, COPENHAGEN BUSINESS COLLEGE here I come! ;)

2006-04-28T19:34:00.000+02:00

Why sad?

arg,, mood swings,, I hate it. One day your on the top, suddenly you feel so sad and don't even know why!,, arg,,

I dont even know what to write, I feel ok nanaman, but still sad? hmm I dont know.

I'm missing a person.. missing my Angel.

arg,,

I'm sorry for my post right now,, really dont know what to say..

misserable day... misserable feeling,,

2006-04-27T20:01:00.000+02:00

300 days

One - you're like a dream come true

Two - just wanna be with you

Three - Boy its plain to see that you're the only one for me, and

Four - repeat steps one to three

Five - make you fall in love with me

If ever I believe my work is donethen I start back at one...

yey.. hehe,, La lang was making it today at the class,,, uuh Jasmin bad huh,, didn't payed attention sa class :p

Surely love can last for a long time =)

2006-04-25T18:36:00.000+02:00

This is it!
wew,, Jasmin's blog is officiaLy gettin started..!
thanks for a very nice gurl.. karen,, who helped me get started ! Thank you ,, thank you thank you! =) If I can do something for you, just say so! anytime naman eh right?! hehe,,

anyways, my day,,
Always tired,, but now more like woried also,,
huhu my Coffee is sick?,, I know my Coffee is gonna be fine,, but still can't help being worried..
Missing my Coffee Angel.. angel coffee ? hehe..
oh how lame Jasmin!

2006-04-23T18:07:00.000+02:00

blog blog blog..

starting a new blog,, wew,, hope this one will be cool :D
haven't got much to write now,, but soon ill post some more :D